April dan kecelaruan hidup.

I found its hard to keep this thing updated - dengan browser tengah hadap masalah. Kadang tu nak tulis pepanjang tapi mood tengah bercampur antara tuntutan membuat nota economics dan law sambil memikir pengakhiran research paper English. Ni kalau ada relationship ni entah mana nak selit lovey dovey love is in the air moment.

See how complicated the relationship between me and A-levels. 

Masih belum hadap any mental breakdown berhadapan dengan result trials haha. Though I am about to question myself , betul ke kau nak major law ni anis najwa. * angguk perlahan lahan * . Suprisingly my law paper shocked me to half death kah kah. I thought i did bad for my paper 2 and did better in paper 1 , and when everything is out TADADADA terbalik !

WWWWHUUUUT.

Nangis aaa jap.

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The moment when I am writing this , sebenarnya tengah clueless dengan kehidupan sendiri. i could not afford a sadder life than this. I am at the peak of 19th going towards 20 * insert the whining and crying session here * . Banyak sebenarnya thoughts dalam kepala. Yang aku taktahu sebenarnya wajar tak nak spill on human ke , social nets or let it just be questions inside my head. Okaylah bunyi clueless sangat ni. 

Adakah Alevels membuatkan emosi menjadi sebegini rupa. mungkin. Entah. Entah.  Celaru betul diri sendiri. Moga cepat sembuh simptom simptom kekeliruan tentang kehidupan. i am practically , emotionally stable . i am living a good life. Pretty good life. i bet. 

When you want it for most. 

There's no easy way out. 

Have faith. Cardiff University , 2014. 

Hearing to Doa Seorang Kekasih after so long... And. Something ache inside. ngeh.