The 11th hour.

Assalamualaikum. I've been reading the 10th published Contengan Jalanan since after sahur. To avoid back to dreams. To avoid an extreme changes of energy. Kalau dah bangun then tidur balik : its an extreme change. Y'know that kind of feeling. Uarghhhhh.  For me. For you? Taktahu.

11th hour. I've been reading this phase since after subuh. Pages by pages. The man who decided to change at 12th, died at 11th. It keeps repeating. In my head. Sigh *turn down the face*

So I've been through such an enjoyable lame days. Watching Harry Potter back from the first episode. Just end up Order of Phoenix last night. Just to share a quote from Albus Dumbledore :

Sometimes, its not the ability inside you determines who you gonna be in future. Still it based on our choice.
*its when Harry asked ,instead of Slytherin, Why He Was Placed In Gryfindor. He chose to. 


Nampak tak betapa focusnya aku? Naaaa Harry Potter, somehow aku terkesan. :')


I finished my econs assignments. Done with drafted essays for law. More researches to go. More and more. Workaholic me. Nice one. Good side : not having wireless all around. To change the melodies of life : I turn myself as a bookwarm. Over and over reading edexcel for law. End up jadi blurr gila ; seems like the marking scheme does help and rescue. *sigh* Takpe. Slow and steady.

Emotions? Naaa I'm trying to take things for granted. Let things happened. Buat bodoh. End up, malas nak fikir. Bagus kot sikap malas in terms of perasaan. Thanks malas. Thanks.

WEDNESDAY approaching. First of August. Indicate that its been a month here. So far, doing good.

Ramadhan. Doing good too. Cuma tak turun terawih kat surau. Longing for. One fine day. Before the 11th hour. I cooked for the housemates. Teruja . Haha :D


I've been missing my social nets life. Until now, its a relief when I can blog. I can talk. Can redeem the un-shared words. Redeem? huh? *macam redeem coupon* *teringat ada coupon kfc* *nak redeem dengan housemates* But somehow. Relief jugak. Bila tak dapat frequently online. More focus. Mungkin. Alhamdulillah.


Change Najwa. Before Its Too Late *never too late secondhand serenade. *takde kaitan. Double face =='.


Assalamualaikum.  





Have I shared this before. I called this : The bed of flowers :p *intec scenery* breathtaking :)

Perceptions : ease the lawyer-to-be path.

Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Currently I am completely freezes by the aircond. The class changed. Currently in 10LW2. I was like promising myself last night : stop being such kiddos. Affected by small stuff like class bla bla.

I never tell ya, how the perceptions. Aaaa to be exact the very first impressions I conclude for every class I attended previously.

The route that I choose. The decisions for changing the current status as budak sains. Whole-heartedly choosing lawyer as my upcoming professions. I had my own reasons for doing this.

Let us start by knowing, what subject I am taking right now,pointer for  UCAS admission. UCAS stands for Universities and College Admissions Service (UK) . Enrolling in Economics, English IELTS, Law and additional subject : Psychology . Adding inside Islamic Studies.

Both economics and law : a very new subjects for me. For econs, theoretically, things were easy to be understand and stimulated.  But when it comes into the graph, I need the lectures to come and rescue. But basically, I am enjoying my econs class, because stuff that I've been debating these years , reading facts about economies , apply in debate, without knowing how far the factual stands, I learned it here. What is all about, the importance of economy in our life. How it relates to one and another. Its enjoyable so far. :))

Law. To be frank, I used dictionary more frequent in law class instead in english classes. Because of the very very new terms. Things that I've been watching through televisions, reading through newspapers, become clear. We got to know what are the differences between civil and criminal cases. How law reformed in UK especially. We got to develop our senses to become more sensitive about the current  issues happening right now. Right here. What should be done. What should be reform in order to seek for justices. We why the what. We why the how. We why the when. We why the which. We why the whom.

Behind each statements  there's always possibilities of the reasonable doubt. To be easy translated : Kita akan terus mempersoalkan satu pernyataan selagi ada keraguan yang munasabah. Yes, we do why the what. :))

I need to develop myself interms of raising awareness regarding the current issues. Current status quo that seems to have flaws. Yes, for me. That is how lawyer need to behave. operationally defined by me. Yaaa, you can change . Humans. Rambut sama hitam. Hati pasti lain lain.

Allah.

I need to keep the faith up that I can do this. Keep the first perceptions last. Ease this path. I know people surrounds may said lawyers aint a good profession for a Muslim. Cliche used statements : Satu kaki neraka. Satu kaki syurga. I seek for the bless in You O Allah. I'm learning and doing this for the sake of the country itself, saving Malays, saving Muslims , doing fardhu kifayah, doing fardhu ain. Ease this.

Uttering Ikrar Pelajar, SBPI Selandar.

YAKIN KEPADA KEBOLEHAN DIRI SENDIRI.
KAMI JUGA BERJANJI AKAN MENJADI INSAN YANG BERGUNA. KEPADA AGAMA, BANGSA DAN NEGARA.

I hold the uttered words. It's kind of a promise. Selandar, you taught me a lot. Very much. Thank you.

PS : Law Notes.



its mine :p

Ramadhan approached. A step forward to heaven.

Assalamualaikum.

Grab the chance. Chances only come once in a year. Ramadhan last for 30 days. Step forward to heaven.

Being the  choosen one to be in Ramadhan : it should one kind of relief  for all muslim. Because not everyone  was choosen to be in Ramadhan .

Mungkin ada yang meninggal dunia waktu asar sebelum menjelang maghrib.
Mungkin ada yang pergi menemui Yang Maha Esa sebelum Ramadhan menjelma.
Mungkin ada...
Mungkin ada......

Bukankah ajal maut itu di tangan Tuhan?


So here we're, Ramadhan. My first puasa based on stories *my mom told me previously. I started fasting when I was three years old, so it has been 15 years until up now. Time runs fast huh? very fast. This year, after five years facing enjoyable life of Ramadhan in Selandar, now here in a new place. Gonna see how it will flow like.

Everything is in our hand. Its like, we can choose whether we can peform tarawih or not. We may choose , no rules and regulations. No seniors gonna mess up your head like forcing you doing tarawih , or even chattering voices complaining that you're skiping your terawih.  But then, I knew, I am the one who coloured my future gonna look like. To be good, the action must follow simultaneously. Not just based on talking, aiming all sorts things you;re going to do through out Ramadhan. Even with no rules, no enforcement, I am a Muslim. I should practice the way I should act as Muslim. A muslim who seek for heaven. Its a chance. My HEP once said : *quoted from someone*

Ciri-ciri ahli syurga tergambar di dunia. *it keeps repeating. flowing in my mind* *repeating* CIRI. CIRI. AHLI. SYURGA. TERGAMBAR. DI. DUNIA. * and it remains repeated inside my head.

Kalau nak bernanung bawah syurga.
Gambarkan personaliti ahli syurga di dunia. Seikhlasnya dari hati.
Kalau ingin syurga, ke syurga yang mana satu. Syurga paling bawah. Atau syurga paling atas.
Kalau ingin ke syurga, adakah cukup setakat kata kata tanpa tindakan.

Renungkan.

Together with me. With the muslim. Grab the chances. Chances of learing who poor survives their lives. Chances of getting closer to Allah. Chances to have pahala straight from Allah.

As chances may not come twice. Chances of meeting up the next Ramadhan wasnt a sure yet. Even chances to get through ramdhan for 30 days, wasnt a sure yet.

Bukankah ajal maut itu di tangan Tuhan.

You choose.

Assalamualaikum Ramadhan. :')

When everything turns into what we wished for :')

Assalamualaikum.

Reminiscing memories. Back into my english lectures. We're asked to introduce ourselves based on the questions gave.

What I wish to be for a day ? It turn out to be FAIRY GOD MOTHER for me. Its nice to be the wish granter isnt it.

Where I wish to lived in for a day ? FANTASY WORLD, again a world where everything turns into what I wished and longing for.

Been through the week. The very first week. A spirit and a souls gathered. Alhamdulillah. My economics class wasn't a nightmare for me. First good impression won the situation, hope it last for the rest of my preparation years. My english class , an interesting introduction. My psychology class was also nice one for me. Islamic studies almost make my adrenalin of happiness run fast : because of the  very ferstt assignment.  Haven't met my lecturer for law. But then it awesome. College life. Enjoyable. Here is my timetable for week, *I did my very latest timetable but I forget to have a capture on it* = ='

its nice I know. Okay masuk longkang,keluar sendiri.

I wished for a meet with my GF's, Allah grant the wish where Allah re-meet me and another two girlfriends  here, Allah blessed me with the presence of Hannis Sofea during weekend. :') How I really wished more things that I wished turn to be reality. Physically seen.

but i knew not everything we wished for will be granted. Will not be granted to soon to test the sabar. Will not be granted at all as Allah know, that may be the things that we want but not things that we eventually need. I may want some miracles. Miracle of getting so slim within a night. But then if that happened, where should I apply Usaha. Doa. Tawakkal and Ikhtiar as well. See, life had been so perfect for us. I am enjoying my life. Seeing hidden hikmah. Searching for hikmah. May Allah sooth the inside.

I am facing an internal-teenage love  thingy stuff here inside the pink organ. errr is it pink. That serious = ='. Theoretically I know, its pink. Ya pink organ is a heart. Y'know, stuff like menjaga hati, arghh badly. I.Hate.The.Love.Motion. ok OFF.

Money usage had been my most-terrified problem at this particular moment *naaa its not me alone facing this, yeah I am damn serious* . I am out of money. Craved out. Memang boleh makan lauk biskut cicah vico je hari hari. Typical lauk. harhar ketawa hambar.

Somehow, I did face some homesick here.When everyone was back to hometown, I suddenly remembered. My adik facing big exams. How and how the preparation was. My baby cats that I used to feed and care them for almost eight months. Ohhh rindu rindu. MMS healed me. Ada ke patut aku suruh mak aku capture gambar kucing sebab aku rindu diaorang. Oh baby cats, me miss you laaaa :'o. Semua membesar dengan sihat dan gemuknya. Harus diletak sebagai wallpaper C3.

i miss this BABY yang garang.OmeyyOmeyyOmey *okay wajar disepuk*

By the way, next week we will meet dearest Ramadhan. Sampaikan aku dan keluarga-ku ke Ramadhan ini. The first ramadhan without my late acik. Al Fatihah acik. I am missing you acik :'(.

Deep sigh. Face turned down. Tears streamed. Badly.
Sooth the feelings O Allah.

I would like to have some sharing moments. The life. Through the pictures.

with ezzati, seseri'ans. Housemate Aqila. We're quite close :))

faktor kenapa aku letak gambar ni ialah : Both look extremely sweet.

my softboard. Aku nak letak gambar family, but then it was inside the book yang aku selalu bawak jenjalan. I spent most of my leisure time, beside studying is with : Messing up the softboard.

it a breath taking scenery taken beside of my class. It was a view from the third floor.

board rumah :)) Sempoi sempoi je :))


lone ranger tengok Upin Ipin :'))  Dont ask me how many times I watched the same episodes all over again. Pffft. 

this is always where I spend my time reading books. Chatting with gf's sambil kena surround dengan nyamuk comel. Hiuhhh. 

last last. With ain, waiting Piya at PakLi's kopitiam. Aku suka tempat ni hanya kerana Wi-fi.

Blessed with awesome people :))

Assalamualaikum. *selitkan rasa keterujaan aku dapat online malam malam :))*- its here in Akasia's hall.

I havent shared yet the actual life I have been facing here. As I am being so busy exploring the new world instead being stucked in front of pc's all the way time :)) Explore-holic sangat aku ni.

Basically every night , Aku prefer duduk depan lappy, tengok kartun lepas bosan bukak words dan merapu rapu. But then recently I bought some books to release the cliche ways of life. At least terisi masa lapang sebelum start berdating dengan buku buku. Day-time aku prefer berjalan - by mean pergi blok Aqila. Pergi blok Ain and kalau takde idea sangat, aku akan duduk taman depan Akasia, dengar lagu baca buku. SEE how istiqamah-nya aku terhadap buku buku.

Weekend exploring route ktm all the way dari Shah Alam-KL Central-Mid Valley. I learnt so many things recently and I feel awesome with that.

Photo: Hang out with sisters :)) http://instagr.am/p/Mx5a6nOsIL/
the sisters in MidValley. :))

One thing that I rarelly found in some other places were, the awesome people that I face almost everyday, the seniors, the batch the people . It reminiscing me back to the very first day we're here. We just end our deen-session and it happens to be , we meet such a caring kakak. Kami baru je berjumpa dalam satu minit and she welcome us, ouhhh ouuhh like so terharu kot bila dia kata, kita exchange number, apa apa nanti akak bantu. Yes she helps us almost with all questions yang berlegar dalam kepala :')

Besides, the surrounding INTEC yang sangat tenang. Mendamaikan. Huhh Huhh. Even it was like everyday I craved for twitter. Bukak phone explore wi-fi yang takkan sampai, I never felt a small regret bila masuk sini. I am still in a path of learning. Adapting. Socializing. In a route of success, insyaAllah.Lagipun setakat ni takpernah mati lagi sebab tak dapat nak tweet.  Here you can see a situation where lab for computers lengang instead di Selandar, people like so eager for pc's. Lots of new things to learn , lots more people to meet . Get a life :))

Okay.

I am having a good and great life. Saya tengah tersenyum sangat lebar ni :))

some video' regarding our MDS life. Naisss of course :)) - sources youtube :P


Minggu Destini Siswa di INTEC :))



Assalamualaikum *cheered up- fiuhhh fiuhhh*

Rindu Journey sayangggggg :)) relief.relief.relief.

Basically I've end up my MDS life. After so long being homed, about seven months being home now, officially and INTEC Education College :)) doing A-level UK majoring for law *muka semangat*
le garden.

So the life is very naisss. Currently staying in Akasia Blok 4 the second floor. Awesome fast registration. *joget joget* Here, having great people surrounds, really warm and friendly, awesome PM's , great and sporting lecturers. MDS, basically life about knowing life here. Get to know directions. Adapting new life. Its kinda hectic jugak as one whole day long ada kat kolej but then ending dia buat aku terharu, the PM's woots woots. I love the MDS life. Awesome.

Aku belum habis explore life kat sini. Gonna take time for this. Yes, I will :)) I am ready for the battle. Lets let the pictures tell us more. Aku penat nak tulis. Kuikui. Actually I wrote quite a piece about the life in INTEC . Tapi malas nak meng-copy-paste.

the name tag :))


morning sessions with the PM's




the room. My bed. so cute atototo *err ==' haha*

the groupmates. The 31st group :)) sorry for the not so clear pictures.

the selandars. the gf's. the roomate :))

my dearest Pembantu Mahasiswa : Tee and Lee :))

again. The group. They're super awesome wehh :))

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Muka semangat :))

le roomate in the library : Najwa Nabila.

welcome to my kediaman Akasia :D

ready enough for the next 2 years. Bismillahirahmanirahim :o