Down The Lane


March 31, 2012


I saw some albums uploaded by juniors, esp the one that welcoming their new friends. Then I smiled. My high school memories came in glance. The batch. My batch. :').

When the SPM results was announced, to get 1.78 was unexpected for our batch. Where people kept giving stress, mocking voices that we can't excel. That was unexpected at all. With the past records, which based on our trial results, our ending form four result. Or even the haunted PMR. All I can say, Alhamdulillah, we make it. We did it. yayyy :)

I went to SBPI Selandar last Monday, to give some little presents for the teachers and to settle down with recommendation letter, as well as, to know the particular grade or cgpa for each subject.For example, in English subject, from 1.3 something in 2011, we make it to 0.63 . During our trial exams, no one could achieve A+ and alhamdulillah, during SPM, almost half of the batch obtained A+ and only five got B's. That was satisfying after all. I called my English teacher, two or three days after the results were announced. And I would like to share her status here :)

to all my 2011 students..thank you for the unexpected result you gave was truly a big surprise. It didn't occur to me to check the gpa although i was one of those who helped sarina to key in the grade. I finally saw it after i came back to my room in the library with the analysis i printed from isis. Then my jaw dropped!! HUH? Were my eyes playing tricks on they were NOT!

So our heartfelt thank you to all who had worked hard in making this a reality. See if we work 'togeder geder' anything is possible if Allah wills it. Ape kate we join forces together give sadaqah ke, fasting ke as a token our appreciation to our Mighty Creator. Who's with me?

and I smiled. 

She kept questioning me through the call, " Apa yang korang buat?" I am speechless. Saying it, rezeki daripada Allah, and one of the factor could be the BATCH SPIRIT. To build a batch spirit, for me is not easy but all I can say, I'm happy to have my Machinants around me. The cooperations. Every one of us play their own role. Yes, I know, each and everyone of us, have the spirit inside them . Everyone knows their responsibility to their best in SPM, contributing to the result, and again, we did it. 

I impressed with the spirit that we have. Not to show some kerek sounds or etc, but, yaa I guess, people also could judge, how strong our Van Der Wall. SPM result was one of the clear good ending for us. 

Currently I'm missing my Machinants. The Brothers and The sisters.Dear Allah, take a good care of them, for me.

*the grammar may sucks, but the feelings , sincerely from the heart :')

Hidup baik baik. 

thanks, for making us to meet. 

Wise saying

REDHA, and Allah will replace it with something even good.

March 30, 2012


The fever of Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia still last until today.Even me myself, whenever I came to a new place, people would question the same question over and over again. Dapat berapa. So, I fluently said : Dapat tujuh with a JE behind. Jerk me, isn't it? The sounds of JE ,is like, I am not satisfied with what fated and, kinda TAK REDHA la kan. So I hate myself for that.

Kebahagian anak cucu Adam a.s terletak pada keredhaannya terhadap apa yang telah ditentukan Allah untuknya.

Peeps. If you wanted to feel happy. To feel awesome. Maka redha-lah.

I know there are times, you feel like : Hey saya dah berusaha bersungguh sungguh, tapi dapat ini je ? Again the JE sounds jerk. Stop saying that JE. If people with many many A,s says : Saya dapat 10 A JE. shuttt. Itu namanya kerek. Kerek satu, tak bersyukur satu. Double jerk.

To feel un-satisfied. To feel regret. To feel all the negative feelings may sound normal, but back to Allah. When you are satisfied with the fates fares for you, after you have give all your effort into it, surely, Allah will replace them with something better.

Not to get flying colours results, could teach us, not to repeat the same mistakes. When you can take iktibar and when you can learn a new thing, it is much much more adorable than the results matter.

So, stop from being so so down to the earth when you didn't get good results. Or you didn't achieve your etc etc target. After all, Allah knows whats best for you. If Seven A's is the best for me, redha :)

THE PATH that you'll be going through after this is much more longer, tougher , because after all, life isn't about what you got on the UPSR, PMR,SPM, STPM  slips or etc etc , it is more than you imagine. *tagline KBSW.

Who knows, with your biasa biasa, or teruk result, you might be a better person in future, or even much more better than the high achiever holistically. In terms of akhlak, ilmu, addin and etc etc.


renung renungkan, selamat beramal :) *with Nada Professor Izzi Haji Ali 

Self babbling ramblings

welcoming notes.

March 30, 2012


I decided to delete my previous blog. And of course things happen for reasons.I've read through the blog and I find out that , the post is much more about me. Its like , me myself is selling stories about me. I should have clear purpose, why I write? For saja saja? Or to help in spreading sparks of knowledge's for Ummah? Besides, I am affected by Why The What, written in LangitIlahi and it makes me realized that, I need to re-format my life. The purpose why I write. Because, every single thing that I do in dunia, would be questioned back to me in Padang Mahsyar and I wonder, does the things that I did during those years, benefited me, benefited the people surrounds me.

Basically its about changing myself. Way I expressed. Way I write.

I hope that you would understand. Why I deleted GLANCE THOUGHT and even my previous google account.

So this is the path that I choose. This would be the path that I'll be going through.

so, Assalamualaikum peeps. Welcome to my new blog :)