She who hates you. Its not me.

How can I call myself fighting for Islam. When I'm not really practicing sunnah.

The way I treat you. Is never me. I don't know who she is. For having grudge and hatred. She who hates you is not me. 

And I thought. Merely more than this.

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Jika terpaksa membenci

jangan ketara

sembunyikan bersama sabarmu

biarkan dia berkata-kata

relakan dia lakukan segala

pendam rasamu

rendam katamu.

Jika terpaksa membenci

benci seadanya

jangan dirinya

tetapi kelakuannya

jangan keterlaluan

jangan berlebihan

diam… dan cuba maniskan wajah.

Jika terpaksa membenci

jangan sampai dapat dibaca

sembunyikan segala di sudut hatimu

namun, ingat jangan beri hatimu kepadanya !

Jika terpaksa membenci…

(Alangkah baik jika kalimah itu tiada?)

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