She who hates you. Its not me.

How can I call myself fighting for Islam. When I'm not really practicing sunnah.

The way I treat you. Is never me. I don't know who she is. For having grudge and hatred. She who hates you is not me. 



And I thought. Merely more than this.

Jika terpaksa membenci
jangan ketara
sembunyikan bersama sabarmu
biarkan dia berkata-kata
relakan dia lakukan segala
pendam rasamu
rendam katamu.

Jika terpaksa membenci
benci seadanya
jangan dirinya
tetapi kelakuannya
jangan keterlaluan
jangan berlebihan
diam… dan cuba maniskan wajah.

Jika terpaksa membenci
jangan sampai dapat dibaca
sembunyikan segala di sudut hatimu
namun, ingat jangan beri hatimu kepadanya !

Jika terpaksa membenci…
(Alangkah baik jika kalimah itu tiada?)


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