Inferior. Its hard to tell. Its just complicated.

This should be the most suitable word to describe me at the particular moment.


From the feelings. To the foods. To everything I ever done today make me feel like : INFERIOR . Somehow I would say that I am on my verge of my  tears. Feel like spilling something that I can never explain. Its like stabbing my back. I feel it pierced into the piece of heart. Its bleeding inside. And I couldn't cure it because its virtual. Not physically seen. Just me. Its just me. Killed inside.


I wish you could understand. Even though I am voicing it out. I thought that you'll be supporting me , but you just make me feel so sad. You mocked me. Again. I feel so bad.


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